Lord, I am tired of
things being hard. They said
that only the good die
young, but I’m

still here
and I wonder why I’ve never been
good enough for you
to take early,
Lord, and God I am
tired of being
here when all
the lights are

And the bitter irony, Lord,
is that if I were to go
by my own hand
at my own time
then I’d be no good
at all,

no good at all,
Lord, and I am tired
of things being

I am tired
I am tired,
I am tired

of these same six prayers.

Lord, I am tired of things
being hard,

and I am tired
of the darkness
because it never ends.

God, it never ends.

This soul of mine is
a wasteland, Lord;
heap earth
and dust upon it
so that men may mourn for
me and all the
things I never

These bones of mine are
a house, Lord;
I built a home
beneath flesh and bone
and walled myself up
in my skeleton
and prayed through my

This skin of mine is
battlescarred, Lord;
I can tell where I’ve
been from the
lines by my eyes
and the white
on my wrists,

but you haven’t found me,
Lord, and God knows
I have searched

for you and
myself alike.

Lord, I am tired of
things being hard.

Lord, I am tired of
things being hard.

— Reasons for my Atheism (x)
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"I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna kill the human."


"I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna kill the human."


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COSMIC LOVE: HANGOVER HELL TO ELECTRIC HEAVEN. Cosmic Love was composed in about an hour: I had a hangover crushing down on me and when the song arrived it came as sweet release. That name was always a joke: a bad working title that’s ended up sticking to it forever: neither the words ‘Cosmic’ or ‘Love’ appear at any point in the lyrics. The song is about being blinded by love. At first you want to escape, to find your way out of the darkness. You see a map in the stars above and you know that you can find your way back home, but then you realise that your love is the darkness, so you decide to stay: you give yourself willingly to a starless existence. Pretty much just that, yep. A lot of people read this song in a lot of different ways. I like that a lot and I encourage it. David Vann - one of my favourite writers out - once wrote something beautiful for me about this song. I will always be grateful for that. I drifted through a dreamy day making the dreamy video for Cosmic Love. I danced around in whirls of smoke and autumn leaves and a bazillion lightbulbs, me all catsuited, hot to the point of hallucination. I love the dress that Petra made: hundreds of little lights congregating around the heart: my electric blood, electric love. This is my favourite song from the album, so the video had to be special. I knew wanted my friends Tabitha and Tom to direct it. I think it’s the best video so far and I hope you like it. As I was typing this I found another leaf in my hair … x

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Production stills from an upcoming episode of I Didn’t Write Thisstarring Whitney Milam with voiceover from Mary Kate Wiles. Coming soon.

We took a trip out to the Salton Sea and neighboring Salvation Mountain for a kind of desert fairy tale look. Our locations really were spectacular to behold, I’ll have to spend some time waxing poetic on them when the video comes out. Many thanks to the lovely wmilam and our DP Ali Brocato for joining me on this impromptu desert adventure!

Much love,


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I fell asleep wanting you by my side, and woke up feeling exactly the same
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Welcome, Peter Capaldi!


Welcome, Peter Capaldi!

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I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.

— Robin Williams (via skateeofmind)

A fucking men

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